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Welcome it's like i could never EVER forget about YOU BUT BUT BUT nothing could ever beat my love for all the SuJu members!!! Donghae♥ Siwon♥ Hankyung♥ Kangin♥ Sungmin♥ Yesung♥ Leetuek♥ Heechul♥ Ryeowook♥ Eunhyuk♥ Shindong♥ Kyuhyun♥ Layout: HappyLove♥ Banner: Photobucket Edits: HappyLove♥	On Thursday, September 23, 2010 at 9:58 PM i haven't blogged for..... wow 7 months okay no one would read it anyway its just this year.... so much happened, i thought about too many things and now things are pretty screwed up cause my chinese oral exam is in FRKN LIKE 4 DAYS!!!! actually... more like 14, but you get the point.... VERY SOON sighh.... as soon as year 11 started, i feel like i don't have a life anymore..... as in literally no life to talk to people other than during school time, no life in going out with people, no life of taking a holiday..... i mean why am i working so hard for?? those people who graduate from tafe probably end up living better than my situation, and even this 'no life' situation isn't good enough to get an approval from my mummy. I am really sick and tired of hearing, hey its time to study xin, you're in year 11 need to work harder~~~~ well i know okay well, seems like i found a way to not get annoyed at that..... i found my motivation a few days ago i watched this show on this chinese gymnast, his story made me cry soo bad that i actually want to have the same outcome as he, and he said for that success.... he worked twice as hard as others, i mean WHO DOESN'T WANT TO MARRY THEIR LOVED ONE?!?! i bet people have no idea what im talking about..... honestly, me neither hmm so summer is coming up, im going to be in the cold china while australia is steamy hot like an oven.... summer summer summer... what does that mean?? it means hot days, it means people visit the beach, it means i COULD go to brisbane but sadly..... it also means that nothing gets as good as the summer of 2007 sighh i dont know what im talking about i'll just shut up now :) :) On Friday, February 05, 2010 at 4:25 PM MUMMY STOP STALKING ME PLEASE!!! :S On Wednesday, February 03, 2010 at 6:33 PM hmm so school started... i guess nothing has changed, the same old teachers, the same people, same groups, same environment...... i thought year 11 would be busy but exciting... but i guess i was wrong I SWEAR NOTHING IS HAPPENING!!! ARGHHH, u see~~~ i actually need dramas in my life... its soo boring without it. i think somethings going to start VERY SOON... coz see i now have a stupid family friend as my tutor... got some really weird bad chinese teacher and my casio calculator is like dint and scratched, what else can get worse than that?? and the other thing with eric... well IVE BEEN TRYING TO TALK TO HIM OKAYY... its not polite to say no when his parents have asked me to do so... seems like hes the one with some of his COCKY COOL SMART friends that hes just too cool for me to help BLEH!! hmm also there are some people who i used to talk to actually dont talk to me now... i dont think ive done anything wrong... i guess we just slowly drifted away~~~~ you see the thing is, i need excitment, drama and motivation now. I don't even know what makes me wanna go school everyday..... its definitely not the education, there r no good looking people for me to look and i dont have my love here... soo WHATS THE POINT!?!?! its the same routine repeated over and over again.... WITH CHINESE SCHOOL ON SATURDAY MORNINGS, sighhhhhh ONE MORE YEAR and IM LIKE WEEE~~~~~~ FINISHEDD :) On Thursday, January 07, 2010 at 9:40 PM GOD WHYY?!!? WHYY IS THIS SOO HARD?!?!!! for the past 5 or 6 days, i've been thinking about him NON STOP... whenever he comes online i get nervous, when he actually talks to me i smile, then when i see his pokeball i smile too i never expected this to be SOO DIFFICULT.... no matter what i do, i always think of him It's like im this parasite... i need HIM, the host in order to SURVIVE :S i know how this is going to end.... and by then i will become such a depressant loser and then i will probably regret about me not doing anything earlier... WELL IM SORRY I CAN'T OKAY!!!!! i always ask myself.... does he think of me at all?? just a friend thing obviously, i think about ivan now coz i miss him... does HE ever MISS me?? i dont know.... my brain is not functioning properly... ITS FULL OF HIM!!!!! :( On Tuesday, January 05, 2010 at 7:02 PM i delicate this post to my long-loved hubby...... i admit the summer of 2007 was the best summer i've ever had in my life, all because i met you but the summer of 2010 made me want to cry cry and cry..... its also the time to put a full stop on this story i thank you for sharing all your stories with me, thank you for being there when i really needed someone, EVEN THOUGH it was just on msn.... thank you for teaching me all these physics stuff..... and still not treating me like im some kind of dumbass thank you for taking care of me in the summer of 2007 thank you for showing that you actually HAD feelings for me thank you for making me a pokeball thank you for watching a stupid chick flick-enchanted with me thank you for companying me when i was all by myself thank you for patting my head thank you for making me smile thank you for your singing thank you for teaching me how to play pool... well only for abit thank you for being such a good friend thank you for letting me love you for the past 2 years the list could go on and on and on... but it makes me wanna cry just by typing those stuff out.... and i also wanna say.... im sorry for bothering you for the past 2 years im sorry for making you take care of me when i was sick im sorry that i hated you im sorry that i wouldnt shut up whenever im with you im sorry for making you get yelled by ur dad... when you stayed up with me im sorry about perving on you when we were in the pool im sorry that i actually 'LOVED' you for the past 2 years :( thinking about the past.... i really dont want to let those memories go, thinking about you... i really dont want to give up, but i dont think i have a choice...... truly.... i thank you, and i really loved you <3 at 5:18 PM Chapter 3 well so when we found out there was a camera inside, it was all just too late... when james didn;t know wat to do, he thought of something.... he should give her a watch in return... so after EVERYTHINGGGGGG some phone calls more reports n stuff james bought ivie a watch.... then when james' mum came to visit, they gave the watch to ivie... seems like a pretty happy ending right?? so ivie will look at the watch everyday, thinking about james whenever she sees the watch BUTTTT ivie wont accept it.... well the story goes like this james' mum dropped the presnet off at his house, then went off to shopping, but when they came back there wasnt enough time to give the present to ivie as face to face, so it was still there. Then when james came back home, he tried to tell ivie about it but she kept on changing the subject... so after about the 4th try, james gave up So now, ivie probably won't even wear the watch, seems like she doesnt care at all..... and james wants to move on too... after these 2 years of 'STUCKING IN HELL' he finally has decided to move on... goodbye and farewell my lover <3 THE END On Wednesday, December 16, 2009 at 7:10 PM Chapter 2 Well after all the 'dinner packing up chores' James finally can spend some time with ivie... when she went on the computer, ivie also wanted to use it. James wanted to move but not until ivie tells her to so she waited... just sat infront of the computer and waited...... BUT THEN wat ivie did shocked everyone.... ivie just came behind james, he did not say a thing but he put his arm around james and started typing.... as u can imagine JAMES WAS AS HAPPY AS LARRY but that happiness did not last for long because IT WAS UNDER THE SPOTLIGHT.... the action was observed by EVERYONE in the house... witnessed by every single child and adult..... well that kinda just made ivie's mum to hate james EVEN MORE AND MORE AND MORE!!!! and the night sort of ended just like that..... said goodbye and its now the next day well james' relatives all went to a wedding leaving james home by herself in the afternoon.... she did abit of this and abit of that then someone turned up at her doorway which kinda shocked the crap out of her it was ivie and his dad..... they said they came to deliver something but it didnt seem like that so james kept them back as long as possible.... then they left a bag of clothes at james' house, so thenn they left, when everyone came back home, we opened the bag and there it is... a BRAND NEW CAMERA	about me -XIN JIANG- -aka george, xinga and MRS LEE DONGHAE'S WIFE- -SUPER JUNIOR FOREVER♥- -but then theres also shawnyue+nicholastse ♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥- -areo01@hotmail.com-	linkage Ivy♥ CrYsTaL♥ MicheLLe♥ KeLLy♥ JeSsiE♥ aLeX♥ KrYstInn♥ NiCoLLee♥ j0ey♥	tagboard	recent posts October 2006 November 2006 December 2006 January 2007 February 2007 March 2007 April 2007 May 2007 June 2007 July 2007 August 2007 September 2007 October 2007 November 2007 December 2007 January 2008 February 2008 March 2008 April 2008 October 2008 December 2008 January 2009 March 2009 April 2009 May 2009 June 2009 August 2009 October 2009 December 2009 January 2010 February 2010 September 2010	tagboard -insert tagboard here-